Monday, November 16, 2009

channel warning against mars

Darling Joy,

Please do be careful with the company you keep and to those you allow into your precious psychic center. You need not hand over your power, your frequency, or confer dominance to just anyone who comes along and tells you a pretty thing or two. You must guard yourself carefully. You do not need to give love to everyone. You do not need to stay in a place of openness. Man forfeited his right to free and open love when he put a price on it and began trading it as a commodity. Women for a very long time have been bought and sold as reproductive entities and keepers of home and hearth. This was Her realm and Her beauty but man sullied it by making what was once a sacred art, a transaction. You chose to remove yourself from that market economy some time ago. Do not fall back into the mire because of a few lofty words. Words are empty and do not bear the weight of direct action.

The world is overpopulated, you already have a child. You are living on your own and are in control of your body, your mind, and your destiny. Hold onto that dearly because it is all that you have. Even now women are second citizens, the subjects of men. You, dear one, are too precious of a soul to be subject to anyone. Do not sacrifice your emotional center for anyone.

A. Aquarian


Thursday, October 15, 2009

this thing is rigged
duh, i knew that

i will not worship
false gods

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

no start to stop











Quickly regulate or react
This is not your requiem
This is not your other half

If she were to endure beyond
The realm of material
Matters
She would be a sparrow
A dragon

Your fruit fly jacket
Won’t capture Her
Care upon a whim

Take a road, take another
Take a road, take another

And the mettle of maybe
Hasn’t a say in these parts

And the mettle of maybe
Won’t be enough to start

She isn’t by night another
She is the one, your only wonder

No start to stop
No start to stop
No start to stop

Burn her mother

Sunday, August 16, 2009

William Malfoy to a Courtesy Phone

I wear the dress you deny me in,
Black shrouded, empire waist.
Toxic intoxicated
A memory scent.
Taunted
and we are back to
Cat and mouse.
No, you are a rat
Holed up somewhere dark.

No love songs
Admitting
I prefer your company.

I throw darts,
Race for the sunset,
Melt wax and paint KahlOkeefe,
Dance myself threadbare.

I am not ready
To burn you
Or send you away like the others.

Though I could predict
The number of times more
You will deny me
Instead of opening
Door to door
Instead of breathing life into me.

It's a good thing
This dress fits,
I could wear it for years.

//FLIP IT


Friday, July 24, 2009

skulker



save her save her grace
my lit back's front face
nets a consolidated force
juxtaposition

witness our resistance
say i don't
would break it
said crush
never twice held high
not once
satisfied

run a weigh
again till she makes
to the lost house
to my sideways glance
quests the other
nor <-- the answer

feel the fit disturbance
not you not him
shirk it

Monday, June 29, 2009

d and c

i see you trickstress
keep your merry ways hidden
we shall look to the bright
while you pull down to mud
while you bury us in never ending doubt

i will look you in both eyes
and call you your name

get thee gone
i haven't any for you

all my life is golden
and the rest burns
in the alchemy
of my unending resolution

twist and curl smoke feather
whisper on by

do you know who we are and from whence we came...?

laughable, verily



"O you loving fool, Zarathustra, you are a trust-overfull. But thus have you always been: you have always approached everything terrible trustfully. You have wanted to pet every monster. A whiff of warm breath, a little soft tuft on the paw - and at once you were ready to love and to lure it.

Love is the danger of the loneliest; love of everything if only it is alive. Laughable, verily, are my folly and my modesty in love."

-Thus Spoke Zarathustra
Nietzsche

Monday, June 22, 2009

taltos


and the merit warranted becomes
much a semblance greater afforded
where the weight of affection
unintended and untended waits

if she were to win the next five
rounds and skip along raising
hummingbirds in her wake
she would be a weightless wonder
unattached, ruthless

depths not taken or granted
care illusory, fleeting
surface melded and eye catches
but not for want or temperance
maddened and sullied

here lies a soft spot
held to the sun
shown luminescent
ethereal paper mache

would he make a gentler foal
to gaze and graze

or remain a cursory
scant and haste

Thursday, June 18, 2009

diablo

I cannot live by you

You are not enough

I will never be satisfied

By that which you

Are unwilling to give


I would give my heart

Over and over

And feed your darkness

With my light


I would give myself

Over and over

And set my heartbeat

By your night


I cannot live by you

You are not enough

I will never be satisfied

By that which you

Are unwilling to give


morning star

You are not the one

It is me


I am your only light

You cannot cope without me

I am your only light

In every other empty thing you seek, it is me

It is me you seek

Sunrise - Isis and the other one


it is a beautiful day
we need our love

you need us like the morning dawn
heart like the sun

and your breath gives me life
and now i bleed when you tell me

you forget you were my son
gravid from me you sprang
and now you lord over me
need my submission
on my light body you feed

with each sunrise
you walk away
again for me to find you

i have returned to you
you cannot cope without me

my skin needs your breath to begin
in my love you live

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

animus

the moon full and
my love comes for me
knocks at door
will not wait

regaled, and i gather together
crimson, lavender

it will begin again
your worthy
words reluctant fall
and i am
in need of our religion

which disciple are you

you feed me but i refuse to eat
keep you at the door
and will not raise the mantle
of your precision

had we trusted before
i would know the answers
to the mysteries i seek
contrariwise,
i kick and falter
to make my own way...

hail, goddess
don't you know
we are nothing if not together
i know you would give
nothing
to hear my voice
freely
and freely, it is yours

no love of measure
keeps you
from me as i enter your consciousness
to live in your being
as you have in mine

even as you beckon another
i do not pale in my influence

i am what you make of me
i am your created
yet you cannot create but by me

your other he's will not satisfy

Monday, June 8, 2009

mountain


my how distracted. tell me now. how easy it is.
how far from center. woman.
you know. the way the wind blows.
keep your garden.
//

my mother's been hiding from me
brother in the garden doing what he please
man has messed the balance
confused worth with wealth
looks to his reflection
makes a devil of himself

locked in shadow
can't see the forest for the trees
slaves and masters
ancestors appeased

she lives in earth
she breathes the stone
she's hiding here somewhere
knocked from rightful throne

we'll never make it alone
time will stand still yet
we'll never make it home
when we forget

lift your hearts my loves
this is the only key
share your love
don't keep it from me

brothers respect your sisters
sisters love each one
mother order your garden
take your throne

carry light in your breath my heaven
carry light on your knees
star shine lights the children mother
star ship rise from the sea

open hearts bring us higher
clears iniquity
mother work your magic
peace and trust will be

and if we make it our own
time won't stand still yet
and when we make her our home
and never forget...



Sunday, June 7, 2009

lobelia


back now running up the ember

aye, my humming hammock
begotten and decembered;

sloaking along
wishing for the wind
to weep away this heat

range and gauging
sweet meat coupled
a long tail
a tumultuous cavern

halted ceiling bears down,
slow-skip
slow-skip

range and alter
fallow fields psalter
slake and speaking
heeding; wanton

back now runnind down the embers
aye, my humming hammock
begotten and decembered;
though sprites pull toward Seton

tendril minded, I keep by
inch by inch tailored
lobelia rising;
there, a fortune
Strum.

valley of ice


do i keep these bastions
or will i see
another failed levee
pushing back toward me

resistance or indifference

the time it takes
for sustenance to feed

i gather together crimson

Thursday, June 4, 2009

fey


oh fey reticulate
on you walk from my doors
and hand away my beret

over your noiseless wake
a dismissive chortle

have you heard the announcements on tuesdays?
fight for my silent banter, Siren

is this our talking or
me when you've entered my air space

light beacon flash at crown
there circled round the june pole
on the last day of may
as sprites watched on
remembering verdent glen

choice now but to ignore
the thirty six moons of our acquaintance

how many foreign oils have plunged your soil
how many nights have not been mine

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

PERSPEX


IS THIS YOUR WANTON SPACE
SATISFIED...

IS THIS YOUR MOTHER SHIP IDENTIFIED

TELL ME NOW WHICH WHIM

GIVE US ALL YOUR GOODNESS

GIVE US ALL YOUR LOVE

FELIX RENEAUX

PERSPEX SHALT ENTRANCE

MALOU WENT ANGELIC THIS

WAY UPON THE BEND

HERE NOW IS IS-NESS

HERE NOW SPENT

UNSPENT

HERE WE STAND

ALL TOGETHER

TOGETHER

LET IT BE GOODNESS

LET US BE LIGHT

LET US REMEMBER AND

CHERISH EACH OTHER

HERE, NOW

WORLD WITHOUT END

BLESSED BE

THOSE WHO ARE NOT YET

IN THE LIGHT OF NOW

MAY OUR JOY CARRY TO THEM

IN VOICE AND SOUND AND VIBRATION

LAUGHTER

SO THAT WE MAY LIVE

IN EVERY SMILING EYE