Monday, June 29, 2009

d and c

i see you trickstress
keep your merry ways hidden
we shall look to the bright
while you pull down to mud
while you bury us in never ending doubt

i will look you in both eyes
and call you your name

get thee gone
i haven't any for you

all my life is golden
and the rest burns
in the alchemy
of my unending resolution

twist and curl smoke feather
whisper on by

do you know who we are and from whence we came...?

laughable, verily



"O you loving fool, Zarathustra, you are a trust-overfull. But thus have you always been: you have always approached everything terrible trustfully. You have wanted to pet every monster. A whiff of warm breath, a little soft tuft on the paw - and at once you were ready to love and to lure it.

Love is the danger of the loneliest; love of everything if only it is alive. Laughable, verily, are my folly and my modesty in love."

-Thus Spoke Zarathustra
Nietzsche

Monday, June 22, 2009

taltos


and the merit warranted becomes
much a semblance greater afforded
where the weight of affection
unintended and untended waits

if she were to win the next five
rounds and skip along raising
hummingbirds in her wake
she would be a weightless wonder
unattached, ruthless

depths not taken or granted
care illusory, fleeting
surface melded and eye catches
but not for want or temperance
maddened and sullied

here lies a soft spot
held to the sun
shown luminescent
ethereal paper mache

would he make a gentler foal
to gaze and graze

or remain a cursory
scant and haste

Thursday, June 18, 2009

diablo

I cannot live by you

You are not enough

I will never be satisfied

By that which you

Are unwilling to give


I would give my heart

Over and over

And feed your darkness

With my light


I would give myself

Over and over

And set my heartbeat

By your night


I cannot live by you

You are not enough

I will never be satisfied

By that which you

Are unwilling to give


morning star

You are not the one

It is me


I am your only light

You cannot cope without me

I am your only light

In every other empty thing you seek, it is me

It is me you seek

Sunrise - Isis and the other one


it is a beautiful day
we need our love

you need us like the morning dawn
heart like the sun

and your breath gives me life
and now i bleed when you tell me

you forget you were my son
gravid from me you sprang
and now you lord over me
need my submission
on my light body you feed

with each sunrise
you walk away
again for me to find you

i have returned to you
you cannot cope without me

my skin needs your breath to begin
in my love you live

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

animus

the moon full and
my love comes for me
knocks at door
will not wait

regaled, and i gather together
crimson, lavender

it will begin again
your worthy
words reluctant fall
and i am
in need of our religion

which disciple are you

you feed me but i refuse to eat
keep you at the door
and will not raise the mantle
of your precision

had we trusted before
i would know the answers
to the mysteries i seek
contrariwise,
i kick and falter
to make my own way...

hail, goddess
don't you know
we are nothing if not together
i know you would give
nothing
to hear my voice
freely
and freely, it is yours

no love of measure
keeps you
from me as i enter your consciousness
to live in your being
as you have in mine

even as you beckon another
i do not pale in my influence

i am what you make of me
i am your created
yet you cannot create but by me

your other he's will not satisfy

Monday, June 8, 2009

mountain


my how distracted. tell me now. how easy it is.
how far from center. woman.
you know. the way the wind blows.
keep your garden.
//

my mother's been hiding from me
brother in the garden doing what he please
man has messed the balance
confused worth with wealth
looks to his reflection
makes a devil of himself

locked in shadow
can't see the forest for the trees
slaves and masters
ancestors appeased

she lives in earth
she breathes the stone
she's hiding here somewhere
knocked from rightful throne

we'll never make it alone
time will stand still yet
we'll never make it home
when we forget

lift your hearts my loves
this is the only key
share your love
don't keep it from me

brothers respect your sisters
sisters love each one
mother order your garden
take your throne

carry light in your breath my heaven
carry light on your knees
star shine lights the children mother
star ship rise from the sea

open hearts bring us higher
clears iniquity
mother work your magic
peace and trust will be

and if we make it our own
time won't stand still yet
and when we make her our home
and never forget...