opposite of light

vague and shadow. trouble. render. a faded member. not right from left. unseen. shadow. a second body. disembodied. recognize. regulate. the fear, the trauma. written in time. these are not my ancestors. these are not me as martyr. i bite and crumble. never wonder. stinging words hate the counterpart. not your fault. the Other. a useless drama. oncoming traffic. short small words safer than what is behind them. a shadow presence. show down. i will not let you live. a small comfort. given up. give it up. a passing moment. onto the next.