madness

madness, insanity, barely a drop. these days. so much. so little. the time. keeps moving. keep moving. oh the details and the derelicts. the madness. insanity. i can feel the gray clouded city in my veins. in my blood. thump thump. no use getting in a funk just because the truth is mud. information taken and assessed. what will one do with all this useless knowledge. free will and time ceasing. take a breath. a deep one. oh the madness. some days better than others. the film of reality glazes me over. glazes me over.

just a few more days until he who grounds me is here. and we will laugh. and cry. and i will not die this week. the world will not end before i see him again.